About God

About God:

occasionally, I write about God — and this is always an evolving concept, a refusal to find belief in any direction or opinion. Just my own sense of mind and heart through every moment. I’m not afraid to examine any idea that seems intriguing, nor to abandon any thought that doesn’t serve. I’m not looking for proof of God’s existence, there’s no search for higher meaning here. It’s simply entertaining ideas that linger from a history of personal belief, views from science and philosophy, and most importantly by my own current point of being aware.

with all that said;

I don’t believe in God.

but I’m also not an atheist, nor agnostic either. I’m without label and free of any need to classify myself by term or view. Honestly, I have no view of a higher power, at least not one that’s lasting. What I have is a moment to moment deeply felt sense of belonging. It’s inclusive, at once intuitive and to counter to this as well. What I have is mystery and paradox.

some might label this God, and at times I’m even tempted — but why bother? There’s no need for anything to be more than it is right now. Whatever is found. This very moment I am a swirling spark of particles moving through an infinite space that is also of my own nature. That I am at all is a complete miracle and also quite natural. At this point nothing can be…