My Only Option

My only option:

I don’t get to choose, not really, my only option is one of delay — do I forgive now, or do I to project my grievances onto the world and continue to suffer? That seems to be the extent of my free will, and even then it’s mostly beyond my real control, as I forgive only when life has readied me to do so, broken me so completely that extended myself as love is surely my only true option.

and so with this…

no real choice.

I’m urged to forgive.

everything.

until my world is healed.

~

Peace, Eric