Not Concerned

Not Concerned:

really, I’m not concerned about the enlightenment, nor the ego, and have no interest in any sort of salvation — all of these are issues beyond my interest and control. They are thoughts that appear and lead to a fantasy outside this present moment. It’s fine to speculate, to be curious what, if anything, exist as an afterlife, or if the ego has any power of it’s own. But again, it’s all an appearance, simply thoughts that come and go. It’s what remains that has my interest.

this moment, I find myself aware, relaxed — nothing mentioned above exists right now, not even ego unless it gains attention. What I have is an easy flow of words, morning sounds, and smell of coffee,. This is all at hand, immediate, real in the sense of being present. For my needs, and even few desires, everything is met and satisfied.

there is no need for more.

so, for now, I’m not concerned with things that call for my attention. I just allow the world to flow through this unclaimed awareness. Writing each word as it is given, unhurried, curious too as to what may appear and where it all will lead to to. Why complicate things by writing about issues not of my immediate concern, giving my opinion on the belief of others? I have no true idea on matters of the ego, enlightenment seems nothing more than a concept, and salvation means little to me now. There’s…